Drew,

     I’m not really all that good at explaining how I feel, so I’ll try my best. I want you to know that you are unlike anyone I have ever met. I’m laying her running my fingers through my hair trying to come up with words to say to exactly explain how I’m feeling. But right now I don’t feel complete without you laying here by my side. You’ve turned into my safe place, my home, my everything. I feel so comfortable around you, so safe. I’ve always wanted that relationship that made me feel like it was meant to be, like the hours of texting and talking wasn’t a waste of time, and I realized that this is it. This is what I’ve been looking for. I feel a sense of wholeness looking into your eyes, and feeling my body pressed against yours when we cuddle. You feel right, this feels right.

     I know you’re upset over the lost painting, but you shouldn’t be. You and I are going to create such beauty in this world…on paper, walls, in our memories, and in the future. Why worry about a piece of sketch paper I painted on when we are going to create so much more extravagant pieces within our lives? You and I together is a masterpiece within itself. So don’t worry about that little painting for at least we have the memory of it. But what’s even greater is that we have each other for as long as we like to keep each other. You and I can’t be thrown away. No artist can capture what we have.

     We have such a bright and colorful future ahead of us that what was lost will hardly seem significant. I have you, and that’s all that matters. I love you sosooo much. And that’ll never change.

first post.

hehehehohoho

I miss you already D: